Hey guys... this may be the last thing that I squeeze into this age old blog of mine.... It's about time I guess... These two yrs blogging, I have to admit was the most boring part of my day... But it was gd though... I just need to set things straight b4 I stop blogging for all that this blog is worth... Maybe I'd check in on this blog a few years from now... realise my faults... and hopefully I'd achieved most of my dreams by then... Anw, I know this blog will not be missed at all... but I just gotta do this for my own sake... for the few of u who read this stuff, I'm not really going to update anymore... The truth: Truth is... most of the stuff I write here, is wad I think at the moment... rash thoughts written onto a broken website.... Where I write stuff about broken ppl, and broken hearts... Actually, I'm not in this alone.... Eugene did this way b4 me.... haha... But no one knows his blog... so I guess his is a different story... He said to say everything I feel out like an open fool... So I guess.... wadever... I should be an open book by now... But all I need is for my life to be easier to live it up... If u could help... like someone should be less dao.. but It's ok wadever u want... Cos I'm happy wondering to myself... hopelessly awaiting the end of the road to turn back and see how much I suffered and what did it come up to... The beginning of last year, I felt confused and in the dark. The end of last year, I felt angry and hurt. The beginning of this year, I felt hopeful and lucky. The end of this year, I've become numb, but hopelessly in love... Ya... I guess I'm trapped in all of this.... I gotta learn from the mistakes we made. the pain I'd gone through.... Truthfully, flowers mean a new beginning... I'm starting over with all tht I've learnt in my life so far... So I guess should be the end of My Life Thus Far... and the new beggining of My Future That near... Hint hint... I might start blogging again anw... Maybe in this blog... maybe in another... To whoever u are reading my blog, " The beginning of hope is the end of fate, The beginning of death is the end of life. and hopefully, The end of the past is not the beginning of the past again" Secrecy kills, but yet it helps the it's maker stay alive... in this whirpool that drags u in... thts life... Whoever u are keeping secrets out there, just continue... one may die of it... but a plant needs it's nutrients... and at the end both will be a part of each other... eventually... this is the end.... ELUCIDATE Sim Jia Le Gerald.... the dead man...
geraldjiale@gmail.com | 1:49 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
Heh... It's 1:38... I just realized I haven't updated... since... last month... Today was good... Went to Joan's house and ate some bbqed stuff not cooked by me... haha... We Played some baskets and Nat swam... haha... But tht was the terrible part...haha... Talking on the phone with the Christabel and the Eugene... so crap... So I gotta gow... bb
geraldjiale@gmail.com | 9:36 AM
Monday, October 24, 2005
I guess u guys would think tht I'm really busy and can't blog much... too bad ur wrong... I'm just plain lazy... okay... I try not to be.. Do u find me lazy? Naw... I just put my efforts in to other more important stuff haha... Dun listen to myself... I've got so much free time... Headache... Finch is nice... I mean I like The old Finch... haha... Even though it's old... It's new to me though... The new finch is really overated... ya... Ignore my hair though... It's just a set up to get my parents to bring me to a real hairstylist soon... haha... jking... I think it's ok I guess...
geraldjiale@gmail.com | 6:54 AM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
I don't know if anyone reads the stuff on this blog now, but I guess I'll continue writting... Chinese was actually pretty easy, except for the fact that I forgot how to write most of the words... but who cares... syonanto is over haha... Okay... I should be having a band performance in school this Thursday... We haven't even sign up for tht thing haha... anw I gtg... see u...
geraldjiale@gmail.com | 8:35 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
I don't know what time is it, but I'm writting this cos some weirdo asked me to update... haha... I'm jk... I just did my home econ course work... So I'm really tired... yeah... Can't wait till my exams are over... Mine's coming early... like in next week. ya... I studied... But I don't think I was mugging... ya... I stopped a few times to rest and play a little guitar... I don't know why, but suddenly everyone is cutting their wrist like... for fun... Ben Ee did it... I was angry at him for a week, and he like nearly did it again today... But I managed to stop him... cos I was using his pen knife to cut something and I accidentally cut it in really deep into my middle finger. When he saw me get cut, he threw away the blade... It didn't hurt much... lol...( I pretended that it hurt a lot so he'd end all of tht... haha) Then there's this problem in my mind about smoking... I saw this totally innocent looking guy in the staff toilet, and he sort of wanted to show off that he was smoking... I guess he thought it was cool... poor guy... I think he just needs someone to care for him... And since tht guy's my friend... ya... My friend Erwin took the cigerette away from him when he saw tht guy smoking... He threw it away... ya... I respect him for helping out that fellow friend in this torturous system called life... Or is it just school? I'll know once i've grown there... As for everything else, You don't want to know... ya... pc...
geraldjiale@gmail.com | 8:23 AM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Won't anyone get me to go out? like today... Was totally boring... heh... And dull... Joan's becoming a councellor, studying to get to Triple Science, Taking Music as a subject... Oh ya... she's becoming more mature... hmm... yea... That's nice.. haha... Oh ya... I'm gonna go out tomorrow... Jamming... With my band... haha... Now Joan is getting me to say wad track have I fallen off... But shall I tell her? heh... yea... maybe... btw... I set up a blog for my band... http://www.elucidtheband.blogspot.com/... But there's nothing in it yet... I'll tell u when there is... yea.. .peace
geraldjiale@gmail.com | 2:28 AM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Hi... It's been like a month... sorry if u have been waiting to hear from me, but I've been too caught up in the business that I'm supposed to write here... Too bad I wasn't able to do that... I'm just tired man... I just want to let the whole world who reads this blog that I just love you guys for caring about my disgusting but beautiful life... My birthday passed like on the 5th of August... I haven't felt any older since... But I know I've gotten some... Cos I've been able to admit that I'm still a kid In this world... My band... Yeah... It officially rocks cos we got stuff all settled out... But too bad Ben Ee quit cos the band will not be complete until 1 or 2 guitarists come in... and it's such a shame to loose a friend from wad u hold so close to your heart and find he is totally against it... There's just this hurting in me... I wish none of that bad stuff had happent... But too bad it did and it's all ur fault world... Hear me Out... and stop making me miserable... hmm... The month's been okay other than that... I just realised I've needed Joan all along... I thought I could get over her... too bad I failed... Listen to me Joan... I don't know why... but I've waited for 1 and 3/4 of a year and yet I still find you are the only one I can have in my heart... even when I try to make myself like another person, I'd think of you all day and eventually it all seems worthless and I'm back where I started... with you... Am I born to be in love with one girl all my life and not move on? I want to... help me move... please? I've still got room in my heart for more of you... Get me back on track... and please answer me when I want to talk to you... cos When I dare to message you, It's only when I'm most desperate to hear from you... I control until it spills out of me to get up and run for you... Hope you've been well... Erwin ask me to write about him... ya... He's a good guy... ya... A good friend of mine... Btw, God's been real good... he made me smile for half of the day on Sat, He must've been joking away with me... hehe... Hope you're proud of me God... I love You... heh... Peace to all of you out there in this world which was once beautiful cos God made it but now it's been polluted by us the sick humans making it the sickest place I could live in... God Bless...
geraldjiale@gmail.com | 9:02 AM
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Chronicles of life and death
You come in cold,
You're covered in blood.
They're all so happy you've arrived.
The doctor cuts your chord.
He hands you to your mom.
She sets you free into this life.
And where do you go with no destination, no maps to guide you.
Wouldn't you know that it doesn't matter, we all end up the same.
These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the best day of your life.
And money talks in this world,
That's what idiots will say
But you'll find out that this world,
Is just an idiots parade
Before you go, you've got some questions.
And you want answers
But now you're old, cold, covered in blood,
right back to where you started from
These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the worst day of your life.
But these are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the best day of,
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Today could be the last day of your life.
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