Sunday, September 04, 2005

Hi... It's been like a month... sorry if u have been waiting to hear from me, but I've been too caught up in the business that I'm supposed to write here... Too bad I wasn't able to do that... I'm just tired man... I just want to let the whole world who reads this blog that I just love you guys for caring about my disgusting but beautiful life... My birthday passed like on the 5th of August... I haven't felt any older since... But I know I've gotten some... Cos I've been able to admit that I'm still a kid In this world... My band... Yeah... It officially rocks cos we got stuff all settled out... But too bad Ben Ee quit cos the band will not be complete until 1 or 2 guitarists come in... and it's such a shame to loose a friend from wad u hold so close to your heart and find he is totally against it... There's just this hurting in me... I wish none of that bad stuff had happent... But too bad it did and it's all ur fault world... Hear me Out... and stop making me miserable... hmm... The month's been okay other than that... I just realised I've needed Joan all along... I thought I could get over her... too bad I failed... Listen to me Joan... I don't know why... but I've waited for 1 and 3/4 of a year and yet I still find you are the only one I can have in my heart... even when I try to make myself like another person, I'd think of you all day and eventually it all seems worthless and I'm back where I started... with you... Am I born to be in love with one girl all my life and not move on? I want to... help me move... please? I've still got room in my heart for more of you... Get me back on track... and please answer me when I want to talk to you... cos When I dare to message you, It's only when I'm most desperate to hear from you... I control until it spills out of me to get up and run for you... Hope you've been well... Erwin ask me to write about him... ya... He's a good guy... ya... A good friend of mine... Btw, God's been real good... he made me smile for half of the day on Sat, He must've been joking away with me... hehe... Hope you're proud of me God... I love You... heh... Peace to all of you out there in this world which was once beautiful cos God made it but now it's been polluted by us the sick humans making it the sickest place I could live in... God Bless...

geraldjiale@gmail.com | 9:02 AM

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Chronicles of life and death
You come in cold,
You're covered in blood.
They're all so happy you've arrived.
The doctor cuts your chord.
He hands you to your mom.
She sets you free into this life.
And where do you go with no destination, no maps to guide you.
Wouldn't you know that it doesn't matter, we all end up the same.

These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the best day of your life.

And money talks in this world,
That's what idiots will say
But you'll find out that this world,
Is just an idiots parade
Before you go, you've got some questions.
And you want answers
But now you're old, cold, covered in blood,
right back to where you started from

These are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the worst day of your life.

But these are the chronicles of life and death and everything between.
These are the stories of our lives, as fictional as they may seem.
You come in this world, and you go out just the same.
Today could be the best day of,
Today could be the worst day of,
Today could be the last day of your life.
It's your life, your life.